We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

My Mysterious Soul

by Johnny Higgins

/
1.
Been given a life only you will know No way to tell what lurks inside others You can't be living this world that I see YOU CAN'T BE ME ! This is my life and these are my thoughts This is my time to dream . . . . to be alive This is my life and these are my thoughts I live alone as one with my own reason I'm alone with my soul MY MYSTERIOUS SOUL ! It's too deep for you to know No one can play my role I'm in control of my . . . . My Mysterious Soul ! Written By: Johnny Higgins 1990
2.
And I Wonder 07:07
Is now a time so strange to think that reason This purpose for all beings Why are we living to date I start getting thoughts like these And I Wonder What's that meaning to life, four seasons And so many trees with their sometimes colored leaves Life will always keep me thinking It's got me, And I Wonder right now Do you think it just might be we're only slaving to the maker Serving no real purpose But must that purpose be out there It's only time that will tell It's time that holds our futures, embedded within us all They're just so deep within our souls Being way too high to decide I get this rage inside of me and I start crying out to thy Come on Creator, let us all see thy rise Would you ask thy, Creator Why, why, why.... Why is it this, that is such a place so dark and cold That should seem so never-ending, so dreamed I think Im just too eager to know And I Wonder if I'll have time To keep zoning out, in the sky, when Im high While starry-eyed I'm hearing those forgotten cries But never fail to realize, at sometime, we all must die There is no other light, that'll glimmer so fuckin' bright Through these drifting clouds tonight I have seen so many visions It's all too clear to me I've heard screaming Some sounds I couldn't believe And I Wonder about the stars in the sky Resting such wicked patterns in the air They are constellations, but why Could they hold some other meaning Maybe a language written in the sky A language yet to decipher And I Wonder why, why, why.... Why some seem to look like they're fading away And I Wonder! Cause some aren't as bright Oh I really wish someone could tell me Cause the more and more I stare at the trees The more and more I see the moon as it shines off it's leaves The more and more I stare into this sky And I Wonder.... Where does it ever seem to end?! Written By: Johnny Higgins 1990
3.
Party Nights 00:37
We Party Nights until the morning You should come sometime Hang out and you will see It's all we ever want to be Creating music sets us free From the rat race of society! But there's a price you'll have to pay You pay with your life You pay with your soul You pay with your body as it grows old You pay with your life You pay with your heart Cause the only love you'll know are songs It's a lonely fuckin' road.... We Party Nights until the morning You should come sometime Hang out and you will see! Written By: Johnny Higgins 1996
4.
Dead Inside 01:11
I want to laugh, but instead I cry And I don't know why does life have to be like this Cause every day is a fuckin' mess And I don't know why I want to live, but I feel dead I feel so dead inside So Dead Inside I want to laugh, but instead I cry And I don't know why does life have to be like this Cause every day is a fuckin' joke And the joke's on me It'll always be! Written By: Johnny Higgins 2012
5.
Discarded 00:51
Fifteen hundred miles of lies From your lips to my ears If only it was sooner that I realized Your bitter side Through those evil eyes Of the Fire sign! It wasn't my heart It wasn't my soul that you craved It wasn't my heart It wasn't my soul like you said it was My heart and soul was thrown away Discarded like a piece of trash Too poor to be wanted Now I just refuse to laugh You're ruthless and black hearted Anger and hate engorge my thoughts I'll never trust again Time to rebuild those barricades As my heart's been shattered in pain Discarded like a piece of trash! Written By: Johnny Higgins 2008
6.
I can't count how many times But I keep thinking this shit It's In My Mind I don't remember when I died Cause I sure don't feel alive Anymore Written By: Johnny Higgins 1994
7.
Hanging On 01:43
I just can't seem to Escape these feelings that are following me Following me all around Maybe, someday I'll break these thoughts that keep bringing me down I just got to fight it, there's no sense in hiding I've got to keep trying Otherwise I'm dying! I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying the day I stop trying! Written By: Johnny Higgins 2006
8.
Moments 03:30
Everything you do is placed into time Moments come and go just as fast as you will die ! This is where we started out I understand when you cry out loud Since you still can't even see Some day your eyes will open wide There's a whole fuckin' world out there I think you should see But even when you do I know you might not believe Now some new found knowledge gets a place in memory I didn't know someday I'll be forced to travel on Being too young to know, so I was never told As I'm getting older, this world just keeps on changing I'm nothing like I was a few years ago I think I'm getting wiser but it never seems to help Whenever I'm alone I deprive myself I'm faking how I feel, but feeling what is real Sometimes my eyes just don't like what they see When they're looking back at me There's always something that I'll need to change Everything you do is placed into time Moments come and go just as fast as you will die ! Written By: Johnny Higgins 1990
9.
I'm so sick of it all Don't dare think these sounds are evil What do you say To Those Who'll Pray What are you praying for Think about it Look at the obvious You want to be living a good life You want to be fulfilling your dreams You want to be living out your happiness Cause living in bliss is how we all want to be seen ! As long as it's on the silver screen Or tuned into your own privacy YOU WILL NOW ALL BELIEVE ANYTHING ! I see too much stupidity ! Can't you see if it's money that is dreamed All evil will always remain to be seen So who's to say you must live your life this way You can't do that Filling my head with untrue supposedly facts To be living life feeling so unfree Just tell those mother fuckers in the FCC FUCK YOU ! & FUCK YOUR REALITY ! Written By: Johnny Higgins 1990

credits

released July 13, 2012

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Johnny Higgins New York, New York

This is myself playing all instruments & singing my lyrics. I'm mainly a drummer & songwriter, but I mess around with bass & guitar also. I have dozens of songs. These are just a small sample. None of these songs are complete. All tracks are free to download. Thanks for stopping by!

Enjoy!
... more

contact / help

Contact Johnny Higgins

Report this album or account

If you like Johnny Higgins, you may also like: